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missed my bus this morning coz i realised it was raining and i had to go back home to get my dumb umbrella.. i thought i was terribly late. surprisingly the side gate was still open at 7.45 when i reached sch and i still saw people strolling in =X oh so assembly was in the hall. there were good news and bad news for us..

bad news: assembly next year starts at 7.30 instead of 7.40 ~!#$%&^ wth.. means i'll probably be late 3 days out of 5 days

good news 1: next year no more SCG and CG nonsense. yeah! only SCG stays.. like finally they realised this system is stupid and it adds more burden to the teachers especially the civics tutor. will i miss 22/05? hmm...

good news 2: first 4 days next year will be slack days for us year 2s!! we'll have to plan JTS or STJ with our junior class 07/06 and play all we want :D yeahh!





on top of these news i have a terribly bad news (or maybe not) for myself. i got bloody grades of BBDF gp C6 for my promos and so i'm forced to drop a subject!! like "huh?? u mean i even have to APPEAL to stay with 4 sub next year??" wtf.. didnt think such shit will happen to me though. quite sad ar.. but i saw it coming anyway. i always intended to drop econs and now i dont even need to think whether i want to drop it or not coz the school wants me to drop! hohoho.. but since i think my dad's lecture made sense and he didnt encourage me to drop.. so i decided to appeal for it. not sure of the chances of successful appeal but i'll be happy if it fails coz i wont have to study that crap anymore! yeahh!! but i'll also be happy if it succeeds coz a person having 4 sub is still at advantage over one with 3. so i'm feeling rather ambivalent. but whatever it is i'm glad that i've made a choice and i can just sit back and wait for the verdict already.

i dont think 07/05 did very well coz our class ranking isn't very good. (oh yahh and my level position sucks like shit so i dont want to mention it) we have people dropping all kinds of subject except maths and GP which we have no choice. it's kinda sian when people around me are asking each other which S papers they want to take while i'm thinking which subject i wanna drop. u know i'm lying if i say i'm not demoralised and i dont feel like a loser. i hate to admit that yumin is lousy but it is a fact that i have a serious problem with my attitude towards econs.. or maybe, even towards studying as a whole.

i know what u're going to say next. u'll probably ask me not to go compare with others blah blah blah... but well, who likes the feeling of having to lose out all the time? perhaps mrs lim is right. she said it's not just about winning the race against others but it's about testing my limits and how much i can actually push myself.. so i better prove my worth by improving my grades next yr.. esp econs (if i can ever get it back)




so i set targets for myself! my target grades for JCT next year is AACD or AAB without econs.. hahaha. and i must improve my pool! i still suck at it even though i play everyday. i concluded i need more sleep + maybe change my contacts or specs coz im having some troubles concentrating and focusing -_-" oh i almost forgot about dance! there's nothing much i can do to improve my dancing.. all i have to do is to just memorise the steps well.. thats it =X oh and i had been missing esther's classes.. i'm so freaking dead! arghs. dance is now 3 days a week.. what a killer. the super hiong zaki's classes are on mon and fri.. *groans* and no more ms wee's ballet classes for now :( dance and pw are suffocating me for now! what a way to end my last few days of year 1.







before i end this entry.. let me introduce the cuesports tjc motto!
stun. screw. follow
diao. -_-" muahaha.. i think no link lehh. but can consider lah since we passion. purpose. drive for the school too :))

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